That's right. I want everything to be just perfect. Does that make me crazy? It sure makes me feel crazy, especially when I find myself spending hours and hours searching the Internet for new ideas, or ideas that are better than the ones I already have, or new ideas about ideas, or....you get the point. The problem is, I feel as though I am continually searching, and not getting anything done! There are so many great ideas out there, and not enough time to sift through them all. & there is definitely not enough time to make up my mind on anything! It is enough to make you go insane! When Russell and I first got engaged, I was glad that our wedding date was only nine months away. I thought, "why have a long engagement?...I know I love him, why wait so long!" But now, I don't know....yesterday Russell and I went out for pizza (at Braconi's, of course!) and while we were there we started talking about how we almost wished we had more time to just relax and be engaged. We didn't really know how engaging the engagement process could be! (ha, ha) At least, I didn't know. While Russell has been extremely helpful, (he's the mastermind behind our menus--which should be done next week, yay!) I tend to take charge on things. If I don't know exactly what is going on, I constantly feel as though it will not be done right. It is just part of my personality/character to want to take care of things myself. The only thing I refuse to do is repeatedly call our vendors with all the changes we have made....and [luckily] Russell has definitely picked up the slack on that one. I don't know....I guess I was hoping that writing this post would make me feel like everything already is perfect. Which maybe, it is. But now I just feel like I wrote a whole lot of nothing, and am back where I started. Oh well......Maybe it is time Noel takes another mini-vacation. Hmmmm......p.s. bridal bootcamp update......holy !?@# Beth & I are going to be in tip top shape come September!
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